Over and Out


I always envisioned a halo like experience with my passing moments, but the reality I think will be very different with lack of control and general degradation of my body. 

The one thing I do know in these passing moments and I can be sure of is that I was loved and that my two children will go on to be a reflection of me and that they know I will love them every day. Nothing ELSE matters. 

I love you all.

Pips x


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  1. Sarah-JaneFebruary 26, 2023 at 3:05 PM

    Roger Roger. You are loved Pippa, so loved. Your children are amazing and they will continue your lasting legacy. Go gently Pippa on angel wings. Much love, peace and eternal happiness for a life well lived xx

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